Last Friday, I wrote a guest post for Cathy West about publication. How it’s turning out to be everything I thought it would be and nothing like I thought it would be.
One of the things that I probably expected to some degree, but didn’t truly realize was the pressure.
Maybe this isn’t how it is with every debut author.
Maybe I’m just a head case.
Maybe I put more pressure on myself than the average bear.
I don’t know.
But on this side of publication, the pressure is intense.
I didn’t prepare for it – this self-induced pressure.
But it’s there.
For a million and one reasons, I want my book to do well.
Some of the reasons are good. Some of the reasons are probably less than noble.
Regardless, the pressure is there.
And for awhile, I was letting that pressure zap the fun right out of this journey. I was inviting the Joy Thief into my life.
Something had to change.
So at some point last week, I decided enough was enough. No more. It was time to take back the fun.
I could choose to worry and fret and obsess over things I have little control over – like sales and rankings and reviews.
Or I could choose to enjoy my life and this dream that is supposed to be fantastic.
How?
By taking my focus off of me and my book.
By staying away from Author Central (AKA: the devil’s brainchild).
By focusing on the things that make this journey fun!
Like writing stories that stir my soul.
Like meeting and connecting with people.
Like praising God every time I hear from a reader who has been blessed by Wildflowers from Winter.
Like hugging my husband and laughing with my son and stepping away from the computer.
I read this quote the other day on Twitter. A quote I’ve heard before. A quote I absolutely love:
Humility is not thinking less of yourself. It’s thinking of yourself less.
It’s so easy, on this side of publication, to become the opposite of humble. It’s so easy to become consumed with thoughts of my book and my sales.
But man, talk about draining.
Thinking of others? Focusing outside of ourselves?
That’s taking back the fun. That’s the road I want to travel.
Let’s Talk: Do you feel the pressure? Are you letting anything steal the fun out of whatever journey you’re traveling?
Jessica Patch’s entire book club is reviewing my book on her blog today. Hop on over to see what they thought!