Giving it All

There’s this scene in the Bible where thousands of people are gathered to hear Jesus teach. Only it’s getting late. People are hungry. And the only food around is in the possession of a young boy. He has five loaves of bread and two fish. Nowhere near enough to feed the crowd.

When I read this story, I can’t help but wonder….

Did that boy worry over the smallness of his offering? Did he think about breaking the loaves into teeny-tiny pieces? Was he tempted to keep the food to himself?

Any of these would be normal reactions. Human reactions. Because the task before him was 100% impossible.  

Until he gave the food to Jesus. And somehow, those five loaves and those two fish fed five thousand. 
How silly would it have been if the boy had taken credit? He didn’t feed those people. He didn’t perform the miracle. He didn’t multiply the food.

But he did give his all.

Dan Walsh, author of The Unfinished Gift, talked about this story in one of the workshops I attended at the ACFW conference last weekend.

And it hit me with so much power. So much truth.

There are people who try to break up the bread and do impossible things on their own.

There are people who don’t even try, because they see the impossibility before them.

And there are people like that boy. A kid who gave everything, knowing it was nowhere near enough. But he gave it anyway and trusted Jesus with the rest.

Man.

I want to be like that kid. I want to put forth my best effort. I want to give God my all. But at the end of the day, I want to remember that my all will never be enough. So if or when God chooses to multiply the work of my hands, I won’t ever question who deserves the credit.

Let’s Talk: Are you more tempted to try to do it all on your own, or are you more tempted to not try at all?  

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Author Philosophy 101

When I got into the education program at college, the first class I had to take was Philosophy of Education. I think that was first in the program because philosophy is important. It’s the wellspring of everything we do. And there are all kinds of different ones.

As a teacher, my philosophy dictated the way I treated my students, my interaction with parents, how I managed the class, the way I went about planning lessons, what I did with the curriculum. All those practices could be traced to my underlying philosophy of education.

So the other day, when I came across my Philosophy of Education paper, it got me thinking…..

If I were to take a course titled Philosophy of Being an Author, what would my paper say?

Whether we know it or not, we all have a philosophy. And this philosophy influences the way we go about being authors. It influences the kinds of stories we write, how we interact on social media, what we’re willing to sacrifice to reach our goals, and the list goes on.

So why not actively consider our philosophy? Why not pin it down so we can better understand why we’re doing what we’re doing?

It seems like a good idea.

Which is why I came up with a list of questions. Questions I’ve been considering as I think about my own philosophy. Questions I hope will get you thinking about yours.

Questions to Consider:
– What is a successful author?
– How much control does an author have over his/her success?
– What is the point of story?
– What’s the role of an author?
– What’s the ideal reader/author relationship?
– Is writing a career, a hobby, or a ministry?

You know what’s crazy? If we gathered a hundred different authors together and asked them these questions, their answers would all look different.

Some authors base success off of book sales, while some look at reviews. Some authors believe success is outside of their control and some think the ball’s completely in their court. We have authors who think the point of story is to entertain, but we have others who think the point of story is to change lives.

I think the reason this industry is riddled with so much conflicting advice is because there are so many different philosophies. And maybe, figuring out our own, will help us better choose which pills to swallow.

Let’s Talk: I’m dying to hear your philosophy. Pick any or all of the questions above and answer. Or, if you think there’s an important question I left off the list, please add. I’m not at all a moral relativist, but here’s a situation where there’s definitely no right or wrong answers.removetweetmeme

Love Triangles

I write romance, but I’ve never written a love triangle. The tension in my stories doesn’t arise from a girl choosing between two guys. It arises because the hero and heroine have conflicting goals.
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Yet love triangles are popular in the world of romance. And in the world of vampires, apparently. Because Bella has to choose between Jacob and Edward, just like Elena will ultimately have to choose between Stefan and Damon.
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Only in Twilight, we all knew who Bella would choose. Sure, there are people who wear Team Jacob shirts, but I don’t think many of them truly thought Bella would choose Jacob in the end. It was obvious. Jacob would not win.
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Yet in Vampire Diaries, I have no clue who Elena will end up with. And I’m genuinely torn, because I love her with Stefan, yet I’m rooting for Damon at the same time. 
This is rare.
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Love triangles tend to be obvious. The heroine might have feelings for two guys, and those feelings might add some tension to the story, but usually the reader knows who she’s going to pick. I don’t think any of us watched The Notebook and really thought Alli would go with Lon. Of course it had to be Noah, even though Lon was an attractive, likable man. 
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I tweeted about this recently. Love triangles. I asked if it was possible to write one where the reader truly has no clue who the heroine will choose. And my friend Heather Sunseri replied: Yes, but apparently it makes readers a little angry with the writer.
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So this leads to a conundrum.
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The majority of love triangles are obvious. But even if a writer manages to write one that isn’t, she risks angering 50% of her audience. Or maybe I’m missing the point. Maybe it’s okay for love triangles to be obvious. Maybe the point of them isn’t to keep the reader guessing.
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Which leads to my question….
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Let’s Talk: What’s the point of a love triangle? Do you like them? If so, what’s your favorite one?

After an insanely intense round of final line edits, followed by a trip to St. Louis, this girl needs a blogging break. I’ll see you in October!

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