3 C’s – It’s Friday!

Cares:
Go check out Novel Matters – a blog by six ladies, all of whom are published and agented by the lovely Wendy Lawton or the lovely Janet Kobobel Grant from Books and Such Literary Agency. They offer prizes, insights into the writing life, and even a super cool contest twice a year (spring and fall) called Audience with an Agent. Great blog all around.

An acquisitions editor expressed interest in my novel. Currently, it’s waiting to be reviewed by her editorial team. If it makes it through editorial, it goes to Pub Board. Where does that leave me? Riddled with doubt. Waiting. And writing. Thank God for writing.

Concerns:
I can’t find my wedding ring. This is nothing new. However, it’s been a week now and it still hasn’t revealed itself.

All the door knobs in my house are on backward. Random, yes. Funny, no.

Celebrations:
My son is walking! More like running. He sort of skipped over the walking stage.

I’m going to go watch my brother dance tonight at this local Dancing with the Stars fundraiser. He’s a bit of a celebrity in these parts. He’s doing the jive. He’s actually a ridiculously good dancer. You’d think fighters wouldn’t have much rhythm.

Ever seen the New Moon trailer? If you haven’t, what planet are you living on? If you have, you HAVE to watch this. It’s hysterical. Absolutely hysterical.

Question to Ponder: What are your cares, concerns, and celebrations this Friday morning?removetweetmeme

My Writing Journey: Part Two

Check out my writing journey: part one.

There was honestly a part of my brain, thoughts I’d never think out loud (until now), that believed I’d get back that 15-page critique and hear: Why aren’t you published yet? I have no advice to give you. This stuff is fabulous! In fact, let me put you in contact with my agent.

I cannot believe I just admitted this, but for the sake of being transparent, there ya go. Please don’t think me horribly arrogant. I just loved writing and loved the stories I’d written and like I said in Monday’s post, I was ignorantly blissful.

So what did that first critique look like?

Let’s just say my cheeks flamed red when I read through the five pages (single spaced) of feedback from my first-ever objective reader. I found myself whipping through the pages, thinking things like, “Head hopping? What in the world is head hopping?” The critiquer, who was very gracious, told me at one point I’d gone so far as to bring the reader inside the dog’s head. To which my response was, “Is that wrong?”

I’m laughing as I type this. I really had no clue. And why would I? I’d never read a craft book. Never received any instruction on writing. My only guidance as a Christian fiction writer had been Francine Rivers and Karen Kingsbury, and that came in two varieties: paperback and hard cover.

By this point, writing had begun to move up in my list of priorities. I found the more I invested in it, the more in love with it I grew. So I was determined to learn.

I went to the library and checked out a substantial stack of writing books. I read Plot and Structure, by James Scott Bell. I read Self-Editing for Fiction Writers. I read others that I can’t remember, and walked away with my head spinning and a proper perspective of just how far I had to go. My writing suddenly didn’t look so hot on this side of awareness.

So I revised my novels. Both of them. (Little did I know this would be the first of many, many revisions). Started my second year of teaching. Had Brogan in October of 2008, and life turned upside down for a period of about two months. That new Mommy period when priorities and dreams lay buried beneath poopy diapers and bleary eyes and burp towels and a patch of worn carpet in the hallway. When I resurfaced, my pull toward writing had tripled. Maybe it was my son in my arms. Maybe it was all the late nights reflecting on how I wanted to live my life. I’m not sure, but I jumped in, determined not to look back.

After 12 weeks, I went back to school and wrote my third novel: Beneath a Velvet Sky. I found this fabulous online community called ACFW (American Christian Fiction Writers). I found my first critique partner. And I started this thing called a blog, to announce to the world that yes, I was a writer, and yes, I wanted to chase after publication, and no, there would be no guarantees. Imagine my surprise when I discovered an entire community of bloggers, all just as crazy as me, chasing after the same dream.

The Learning Time continued in earnest, picking up steam. I entered a prestigious writing contest. I entered all THREE of my manuscripts (this is the first time I’ve admitted this…and no, not one of them finaled). I finished my second year of teaching. I hurled myself into the summer, revising all three of my manuscripts one at a time. I read every writing craft book known to man. I devoured them like a pack of starving piranhas. You name it, I’m sure I read it. I paid for another professional critique. I found a mentor. I revised some more. Revised so much, in fact, that my brain got all twisted and fuzzy.

As much as I wanted to query, as much as I wanted to submit my work to agents (a process I was beginning to understand now that I’d done my research) I held back. I had it in my head that I would wait until I went to the ACFW writing conference. So I waited. Excitedly.

And in September, I flew to Denver. Little did I know that the doorway out of Act 1 was enticingly close.

More on that next time…

Question to Ponder: What steps have you taken to grow as a writer?removetweetmeme

My Writing Journey: Part One

Preface: After squeeing with me about getting an agent, my critique partner, Jeannie Campbell, said, “You better be writing all this down.” So during my blogging hiatus, I wrote a couple posts that ended up being a journal of sorts. If you’re interested in my writing journey, here it is:

There was a point when I started writing: the beginning.

There was a point when my agent offered representation: the first doorway.

All you Plot and Structure fans out there know what I’m talking about. The first doorway – something Mr. Bell refers to as the point of no return. Sounds dramatic, doesn’t it?

I look at this time period, from penning my first novel to acquiring representation, as the first act of my writing story.

My first act lasted about three and a half years. Sure, I’ve had a love affair with writing since third grade, but my inciting event didn’t occur until the summer of 2006 when I traveled to Nairobi, Kenya and came home with a story bursting inside me.

Writing that first story was like falling in love. I knew next to nothing of what I was doing. I just wrote. All day. Sometimes late into the night. It was romantic and heady and exhilarating and by the end of the summer, I had my first novel. I printed it out. My husband took a picture of me hugging the thick stack of pages. And I was convinced I’d be the next Francine Rivers (okay, that’s a gross exaggeration, but still, I was ignorantly blissful). I bought Sally Stuart’s market guide, wondered, “What in the heck is a query?”, and started submitting. Not to agents. To publishers.

I got one bite. A publishing house requested the full. More than a little giddy, I sent it off, convinced this was it. They’d read my story, love it just as much as my mom, and I’d be on a shelf by next spring. Imagine my shock when not more than two weeks after sending it, I came home from my summer job and saw my glorious manuscript sitting in the mailbox with a very polite thanks, but no thanks.

My husband and I scratched our heads. How could they pass this up? The answer eluded me. So I set aside my disappointment and pounded out the first fifty pages of what would be my second novel. Then fall semester started. Visions of being a teacher consumed me. As High as the Heavens went on a shelf, occasionally resurrected for a curious, interested reader friend, and those first fifty pages of novel number two sat forgotten on my hardrive. For two years.

Sure, I thought about writing. All sorts of ideas would float inside my brain. Sometimes I’d even open up Microsoft Word and play around. But mostly, life had its way. I graduated from college (go Badgers!), landed a fifth grade teaching job in my hometown, moved back to Iowa with hubby and Bubba. Spent the summer preparing to be the best fifth grade teacher EVER! Talk about enthusiasm – I went so far as to construct a time machine out of a large refrigerator box, copious amounts of tin foil, and a flashing red police light. I think my coworkers thought I was nuts, but you should have seen how round my students’ eyes got that first day they walked into my classroom. I got pregnant in February of 2008. Finished my first year of teaching. Opened up that 50-paged forgotten novel, and finished it in a month and a half.

My second novel. Validation that I had more than one story inside me. Instead of querying more publishing houses, I submitted the first fifteen pages to a professional critiquing service – the first time I’d subjected myself to objective feedback. And thus, I entered what I refer to as, “The Learning Time.”

I look forward to sharing this part of my journey in Wednesday’s post. Until then…

Questions to Ponder: How did your writing journey start? What was the inciting event that hurled you into this crazy story?removetweetmeme