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If somebody gave you a gift, would you hide it?

If somebody gave you a gift, would you talk about how silly it is?
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If somebody gave you a gift, would you pretend you created it yourself?
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If somebody gave you a gift, would you throw it away?
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I remember opening my presents on Christmas Eve as a kid. I remember tearing open my gifts and delighting in whatever it was that my parents or my Aunt Peggy had given me. I cherished my gifts. I thanked the giver. I shared them with my cousins. I played with them. I took care of them. I didn’t put them in a box and bury them in my closet. I didn’t tell my cousins how inadequate the gift was. I didn’t brag about the craftsmanship as if I’d made the gift myself. And I most certainly never threw any away.
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I think this is obvious to all of us.
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God’s given me a passion and a gift for telling stories. He gave this to me. He created me, formed me in my mother’s womb, with this gift in mind. And yet sometimes I hide my writing from others. And sometimes I tell myself I’m lousy, or I’m no good, or my dreams of being a writer are just silly. Sometimes I get prideful, as if the stories I write are my own. As if I could do all this without God’s hand guiding my steps. And sometimes I want to throw in the towel.
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God gives all of us gifts. Whether it’s the gift of writing, singing, teaching, dancing, building, acting, healing, praying, cooking…. Whatever it is, they are gifts from God. He gave them to us so that we might delight in them, share them, take care of them, and use them to offer hope and encouragement in a world stumbling in the dark.
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There’s no shame, and there’s no pride, in saying, “I’m a good writer.” Not if the glory goes to the One who made me this way.
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Question to Ponder: What gift has God given you?

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3 C’s – It’s Friday!

Cares:
My story is all fuzzy. I’m much too close to it at the moment. I have 100 pages to edit/revise before sending it off to a couple agents and an editor, and I can’t tell if it’s good or if it’s crap.

Some people talk about “coming out of the closet” as a writer. Well, I spilled the beans to my entire fifth grade class. Their two big questions were: Are you going to be famous? and Can you read us your books? To which my answer was: No and No.

Concerns:
The waiting game. I’ve heard people talk about this. About how hard it is to wait. I finally understand what they are talking about. I’ve yet to send my stuff in and already I’m getting antsy!

Getting my manuscript as polished as it can be so I can start submitting (hopefully next week).

Celebrations:
Brogan started clapping last night. You might not think this is a big deal, and in the grand scheme of things, I’m sure it’s not. But you have no idea how proud I was watching him slap his cute little palms together. He looked so darned pleased with himself.

I’m feeling confident lately. Not arrogant or prideful, just confident. Even though Beneath a Velvet Sky (the book I’ll be submitting very soon) might not be THE one, I am confident that I have the chops to write, and that sooner or later, I’ll produce a book that is.

Question to Ponder: What are your cares, concerns, and celebrations today?

A New Idea:
You know how on Twitter, people do that Follow Friday thing? Well, in the spirit of Follow Friday, I thought I might suggest a blog to follow on Fridays. Usually, I will highlight the blog under my Cares, but since this is the first week, I thought I’d give it it’s own category.

The blog I’ve chosen this Friday is What I Learned Today, by Billy Coffey. I’m willing to bet most of my followers already know this blog, but I’m going to highlight it anyway. Billy’s blog is a new discovery for me and it’s deep, insightful, thought-provoking, and highly recommended.removetweetmeme

Wanting What We Can’t Have

Lately, my son has grown fond of the word No. He loves that little word. To hear it, he’ll crawl up to things (like electrical cords) and touch them, waiting for me to say it. When I do, he pulls his pudgy hand away, gives me his gap-toothed smile, and reaches for it again. There’s something so tempting about reaching for those things that are off limits. The word No fascinates him. He tries his very best to get us to say it, to test his boundaries, to see what will happen if he disobeys.

I was thinking the other night how similar I am to my son. I’ve been reading Tosca Lee’s, Havah, which is a story about Eve. It’s made me examine Eve’s story closer than I ever have before. The fall of man is a fascinating topic. Tosca does such a good job setting it up. How wonderful and glorious is the garden! God created it for them – a special, perfect place where God’s presence permeates everything. Nothing is off limits. Except for that tree. That tempting, fruit-filled tree. And what do you think Eve focuses on? Not the abundant blessings, but on the one and only thing that is forbidden.

I’m not going to try and tease apart this aspect of humanity. I’m not going to psychoanalyze it. I just thought I’d bring it up for brain fodder.

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