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Are We Listening?

Do you think it’s harder for us, here in America, to hear the voice of God? Do you think, in all our busyness, in all our running from here to there, our chasing success and comfort, that we miss out on witnessing God move?

Sometimes I wonder.

Jesus came to earth and flipped the world on its head. The ultimate King, the Lord of Lords, the Creator of the Universe, all authority and dominion are his – yet he comes to earth as a man and washes the disciples’ feet. He saves a prostitute from stoning. He touches lepers. He ministers to the lowly. He uses the despised things of this world to glorify his name. Like an executioner’s cross to bring salvation to the world.

Then Paul adds to the confusion by saying, “For when I am weak, then I am strong.” It makes no sense. Not in our world’s economy. How can I be strong when I’m weak?

This reminds me of Nairobi, Kenya. More specifically Kibera – the biggest slum in sub-Sahara Africa. I walked the streets of that place. The stench was unbearable. Imagine standing in the foulest of porta-potties. Imagine tin shacks crammed so tightly together they’re practically stacked on top of one another. Imagine streams of human excrement flowing past front doors, sometimes through houses.

I was there. A few years ago. Eager to offer encouragement and pray for these people who so obviously needed it. Only when I got there, I couldn’t think straight. We went into this woman’s home. A woman sick with HIV. A woman trying to raise six children in a tiny shack, three of whom were not her own, but her dead sister’s. I sat inside her home. Cramped. Hot. Uncomfortable. Craving America. Craving the comfort and peace of the familiar. And then something pretty unbelievable happened.

This woman started talking. Words poured out of her mouth. Words about Jesus, her redeemer and savior. She was positively glowing. I remember sitting there, tears streaming down my face, because this woman – this lowly woman – was encouraging me.

I think it’s so easy for us, here in America, to “do it on our own”. Who needs God when we have a roof over our head? Who needs God when we have jobs that pay the bills? Who needs God when we have cable, high-speed Internet, fast cars, recycling bins, comfortable beds, doctors, medicine, and plastic surgery?

God’s voice is so muted here. Not because He lacks power. But because we’re too busy and comfortable to stop and listen. But in Africa? In places like that woman’s filthy shack? God’s voice shouts. It shakes the walls with power and might. And I see with clarity His hand moving. Working miracles. Even now.

I think there is a special blessing for that woman living in Africa. She knew, with absolute assurance, that Jesus was enough. That He was all she needed. Of course she knew. Because Jesus was all she had.

In her weakness, God revealed His perfect strength. And all of a sudden, Paul’s words make sense.

Question to Ponder: Are you listening?removetweetmeme

3 C’s – It’s Friday!

Cares:
Will I be able to improve my manuscript? I’m working on the suggested changes, but right now, it feels a little like trying to get my 17-month old to tell me why he’s crying. The manuscript is leaking tears, and I’m trying to figure out what hurts.

Concerns:
Brogan has a mysterious fever. I’m staying home with him this morning, then my dad is coming to pick him up at noon so I can go to work. As a teacher, missing work ends up being more work than if I’d just gone.

Celebrations:
I’m celebrating you! I’ve felt so supported and encouraged this week as I’ve read through the wonderful comments on Monday’s post. Each and every one blessed my heart.

I just started reading the Harry Potter books to my students. They are captivated. As a teacher, I can’t help but love this series. It’s helped millions of kids around the world fall in love with reading. There’s something so mesmerizing about the story. A neglected boy discovers he’s someone special. The world he knows isn’t as it seems. And he spends seven books fighting evil. As a Christian, I can’t help but make the analogy. Christ finds us and tells us we’re special – that we’re made in His image. We discover the world isn’t just physical, but spiritual. And an epic battle between good and evil rages every day, in every village, classroom, neighborhood, city street. As a Christ-follower, I know who wins the battle. As a Harry Potter fan, I know who wins the battle there too.

Question to Ponder: What are your cares, concerns, and celebrations today?removetweetmeme

A Taste of Life on Submission

I got my fabulous agent in November. At that point, we submitted my proposal to one particular publishing house. The acquisitions editor was interested in my work and would speak with the editorial team about it. But life happens. Unexpected things occur. Time goes on. And writers learn that waiting is an integral part of this process. If waiting drives you mad, I’d seriously consider a different career.

Two and a half months passed. The editor is still interested, but hasn’t had the opportunity to discuss my work with her editorial team. My agent submits my proposal to eight other publishing houses. I finish revisions on my fourth novel, brainstorm some ideas for my fifth with my agent, who provides excellent guidance, and I get to work on research.

On Marh 7th, my agent calls to tell me she had lunch with the editor, who’s still interested, but has been waiting to take it to committee until the timing is right. What we writers sometimes don’t realize, in our lonesome little worlds with our laptops, is that so much is happening behind the scenes. This editor may like my stuff, but there are other books being submitted and considered. Some might be similar to mine. If she wants my work to pass through editorial committee and pub board, timing is key.

She and Rachelle decide that bringing a two-book proposal to committee will strengthen my chances. So I hurry up, write a hook, back-cover blurb, and synopsis for the fourth book I finished. Rachelle creates a two-book proposal and quickly gets it to the editor.

I try to contain my excitement and distract myself with this new story, which, thankfully, is wonderfully distracting.

I get an email on March 18th. Editorial team is enthusiastic about my stuff. They are taking it to Pub Board in mid-April. Hopefully….but you never know. Sometimes pub board meetings get cancelled, or sometimes not all the manuscripts on the agenda get discussed, so you can get pushed back. Lots of stuff can happen.

The editors made a helpful observation/critique, and since my book’s not going to Pub Board until mid-April, this lovely editor has given me the opportunity to work on the suggestion and resubmit before Good Friday. Note, I don’t have to. They will take the book to committee either way. But why wouldn’t I? These editors are professionals who know so much more than I do. It is my dream to work with an editor and glean as much knowledge as possible so I can continue to improve and grow as a writer. I also want to make this story as strong as it can be. So that’s what I’m doing. Trying to improve the manuscript.

In the midst of all this, my stomach has accomplished some pretty applaudable acrobatics. Odd, impossible things – like simultaneously dancing for joy and flopping to my knees. Pub Board is the big one. This is where most manuscripts get rejected. But if it passes Pub Board, I get a contract. A real, live publishing contract. See, my stomach’s doing it again.

Jody Hedlund wrote a post last week about facing disapointment. She said, “The higher we reach for our dreams, the more crashes we’ll likely have.” This is so true. I’m elated up here, so high. I mean, come on, how cool is it that a bunch of editors were sitting around a few Tuesdays ago discussing my book? That’s crazy to me! And incredibly exciting. But I’m up so high! If I fall, I know it’s going to hurt. Yet, this is the risk we take when we dive into the publishing industry. This is the risk I’m taking now. I’ll let you know how it turns out.

Question to Ponder: When you’re taking a risk, are you more of a “think positive” person, or more of a “stay realistic” person?removetweetmeme