I was talking on the phone to my critique partner, Erica Vetsch, several weeks ago, after I signed the contract and announced the news on my blog. She asked, “Does it feel real yet?”
My response? “I don’t think it will feel real until I see a cover.”
She laughed. “Or when you get your first round of edits.”
Wise words from a woman who knows.
Anyway, I thought I’d give you all an update.
What’s been happening in my writing world since signing the contract? And does it feel real yet?
Two big things have happened.
I got my first paycheck.
I’m not going to lie. It was bizarre. I would have taken a picture of it and edited out the amount, except it wasn’t from Random House (like my contract was). It was from my agency. Which makes it no less exciting, just less fancy.
So, did my first paycheck make this whole publishing thing feel real?
Nope. Not really. Don’t get me wrong. I was super stoked (yep, I said it), and depositing the check into our savings was all kinds of fun. But for some reason, there was still this disconnect. Which leads me to the second thing that has happened.
I found out which book is getting published first.
My agent submitted three books to Waterbrook Multnomah. They contracted two, but hadn’t decided on which two. I think this is where the disconnect came from. I didn’t know which book I’d get to hold in my hands first. I was trying very hard not to set my heart on one book over the other.
On Tuesday evening, I got word from my agent that we will officially start with Beneath a Velvet Sky (title might change). And a little bonus? My editor (who I’m super excited to work with) left a comment on one of my blog posts.
Both of which made me a little giddy. Both of which made everything feel a lot more real. If things can be more or less real.
Now I have about a month to read through the manuscript one more time before I send it to my editor.
How do I feel about this?
Um…a little nervous. I’m going to read through this book, knowing that other people are going to read it too. Not just close friends, or my agent, or my critique partners – but strangers. People I don’t even know. This book will be in Barnes and Noble. The Christian Book Store. Amazon. And holy cow…even as I type this I start to hyperventilate just a little.
Yep. It’s definitely starting to feel real.
Let’s Talk: If you’re published, when did it start to feel real for you? If you’re not there yet, at what moment do you think it will start to feel real? What part are you most excited for?
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