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I Never Finaled in the Genesis Contest

The semi-finalist results for the annual Genesis contest came out on Friday. Which means two things: Some people were super excited. Some people were feeling pretty deflated.

It also means there are going to be lots of posts flying around the blogosphere congratulating the semi-finalists. And there absolutely should be. Semi-finaling in the Genesis is a great accomplishment. One worthy of celebration.
 
But I also know reading those posts will be hard on the people who didn’t final.

So as happy as I am for those who got a phone call on Friday (one being my fabulous critique partner, Jeannie Campbell, who is an incredibly talented writer and an all-around amazing woman), I want to speak to the second group today.
 
I want to offer some encouragement.
 
Some hope.
 
A silver lining.
 
Last year, I read an email on the ACFW loop from a contestant who didn’t final. It went something like this: I hear a lot of stories about people who final in the Genesis contest and go to be published. I’d like to know if there’s anybody who has NOT finaled in the Genesis contest but went on to get published.
 
I could hear this woman’s desperation. She didn’t final and she wanted to know. Can this still happen for me?
 
At the time, I couldn’t answer. Because I wasn’t that person.
 
But this year is different. This year, I get to respond to that woman. And I have good news to share.
 
Here’s my story.
 
I entered the Genesis contest in 2009. Okay, let me clarify. I didn’t just enter. I entered three manuscripts. Yes, three. I remember secretly hoping all three would final. But May rolled around and I didn’t get a phone call. Not a single one.
 
I went to the 2009 ACFW conference, surrounded by people wearing those shiny Genesis Finalist badges on their name tags. I remember feeling inadequate. How would I ever snag an agent or editor’s attention without one of those shiny badges?
 
But two months later, I got a phone call from Rachelle Gardner and all of a sudden, I had an agent. I didn’t final, but I had an agent.
 
I decided to enter the Genesis again in 2010. This time, with incredible trepidation. Because this time, I had an agent. I don’t know if you know this or not, but a very real fear by most agented authors who don’t have a contract is losing their agent because their work won’t sell. Not finaling in the contest would do nothing but exacerbate that fear.
 
Guess what?
 
I didn’t final.
 
Enter humiliation.
 
Lots and lots of humiliation.
 
And an exacerbated fear.
 
I went to the 2010 ACFW conference. I still didn’t get to wear one of those fancy badges.
 
But two months later, I got another phone call from Rachelle. With news I desperately wanted to hear. Waterbrook Multnomah offered me a two-book deal.
 
My first book is scheduled for release in May, 2012. It’s a book I entered twice in the Genesis. It’s a book that never finaled.
 
So for those of you out there wondering. Can this can still happen for me?
 
It can.
 
I’m proof.
 
Take the feedback. Use the good stuff. Ditch the crazy stuff. Improve your manuscript. Keep learning. Keep growing. Keep putting yourself out there. And trust that God has a plan and a purpose for your words.
 
Let’s Talk: How are you feeling post-Genesis results?

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Yearning

 

Writers know this word. We are well-acquainted with it. Because we yearn for so many things.
 
A contest final. An agent. A chance. A contract. We long for our words to be read. For our stories to touch lives. We long for affirmation–that all this time and all this sweat and all these tears will matter. We yearn for our hopes to take shape and grow into something we can hold – like a book.
 
Lately, I’ve been yearning.
 
It has nothing to do with writing. But it still feels the same. That deep-down longing for something that isn’t happening. A heaviness that presses against my heart. An unmet desire. An ache. And sometimes…..or maybe lots of times…a fear.
 
What if this doesn’t happen?
 
You only have to be human to understand that question. Because we all yearn. Each and every one of us. And it’s never comfortable. I have never met a person who enjoys the feeling. I have never heard anyone say, “Man, this is great! Give me some more please.”
 
That’s silly.
 
And yet…
 
There are times, in the quietness of the morning, where I find myself thanking God for the discomfort.
 
Not because I’m such a patient and long-suffering person (my husband is laughing right now). But because the ache draws me closer to Him. The deeper the ache, the tighter I cling. And the tighter I cling, the more I realize something.
 
He’s what I want. He satisfies the yearning.
 
Not the fruition of my dreams. Because dreams beget more dreams. Not getting what I want. Because gifts only stay shiny for so long.
 
But Jesus.
 
It’s about loving Him no matter if He gives me what I’m yearning for or not. It’s about trusting that He has a purpose. And maybe His purpose is better than mine.
 
My latest obsession in music right now is a song called Blessings, by Laura Story. I think it is breathtaking.



What if my greatest disappointments, the aching of this life, is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy? -Laura Story
 
The pain reminds this heart that this is not our home. -Laura Story
 
Don’t you just love those lines? They make me think of yearning in a whole new way.
 
Let’s Talk: What are you yearning for these days?

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Stimulating Conversation

There are certain blog posts I don’t just visit, but revisit. Multiple times throughout the day.
Why?
Because somehow, the author started a conversation and it means something to me. I want to see how it plays out. I want to join in.
I don’t know about you, but I love those kinds of posts. I love feeling like a part of a community. I love engaging in a meaningful conversation.
So how do I facilitate conversation on my blog? How do any of us?
It’s something I haven’t figured out yet. Not even close.
But I have made some observations that I thought I could share.
Blog posts that stimulate conversation usually…
  • raise more questions than answers
  • touch on something that people are passionate about
  • are controversial (but I’m not a fan of controversy for controversy’s sake)
  • ask an interesting question at the end
  • don’t wrap everything up nice and neat, but leave some things unsaid

Let’s Talk: What did I leave out? What makes a blog post conversation-worthy to you?

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