Today I’ll be busy stuffing advanced reader copies of Wishing on Willows into envelopes, writing down addresses, and sending them out to my launch team.
Last week, my publisher made Wishing on Willows available upon request through their Blogging for Books program.
The time has come.
My second novel is making it’s way out into the world.
And I’m going to be 100% honest.
It’s quite terrifying.
I’m feeling a strong dose of intimidation.
Don’t get me wrong, there’s a very real pressure that comes with releasing a debut novel.
The difference with the second book though, is that expectations are added to the mix.
Praise the Lord, I have had a very encouraging response to Wildflowers from Winter. Sure, there have been a few who didn’t resonate with the novel. But overall, the majority of readers seemed to enjoy it. Many even sent emails or Facebook messages saying how eager they are for book numero dos.
Which makes me so very excited.
But also nervous.
Because what if book two doesn’t live up to book one?
What if it’s too different?
What if it’s too similar?
What if it has too much romance?
What if it doesn’t have enough?
What if readers don’t like Robin as much as they liked Bethany?
What if they don’t like Ian as much as they liked Evan?
I mean, Wishing on Willows doesn’t have that intensely emotional scene early on in the novel like Wildflowers from Winter has in chapter six. What if it’s just not as gripping?
What if, what if, what if…..
Thank the Lord, I am not the only author who’s gone through this–these second book jitters.
After talking with others, they seem to be a common phenomenon.
There’s comfort in knowing this. That what I’m experiencing is normal. That I’m not alone.
There’s comfort in knowing I have an amazing editor and an encouraging first review.
And there’s comfort in knowing that God has a purpose for this novel.
Whether it’s to speak encouragement and hope into ten thousand hearts, or just one, He has a purpose.
So I hold on to that and I make myself let go of the rest.
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